i had a dream of working in a library, whenever i was working there was a very sad looking teenage boy always sitting reading and writing in a book. i took this boy to be my bestfriend in real life as it resembled him. i decided to become friends with him and start talking to him while i was working. he was always very sad but started getting happier. i came in the next day after sitting there for hours with him and his book was at the table with my name on it but he wasnt there. i opened the book and read what was a whole book about me prior to being friends with him and reading that he loved me and that hes sorry. at the end of the book was a suicide note and he had hung himself. he had told me he was sorry but he was planning it for a while and i happend to make it better before he left. this dream occured a week after my best friend was in the hospital for an attempt.
This dream appears to be a reflection of your emotions and concerns surrounding your best friend's recent suicide attempt. The library setting symbolizes a place of learning, introspection, and knowledge. The sad-looking teenage boy represents your friend and his emotional state at the time.
By choosing to become friends with him in the dream, it suggests your desire to support and comfort him during his difficult time. As you spend time with him, his sadness lessens, indicating your hope that your friendship and presence have a positive impact on his well-being.
The book with your name on it signifies the deep connection you have with your friend. As you read the book, you discover that he had been struggling with thoughts of suicide, and you realize how crucial your friendship was to him. His apology expresses his remorse for leaving you behind.
It's important to note that dreams can often be a way for our subconscious minds to process and explore our fears and emotions. Given your friend's recent suicide attempt, it's natural for your mind to create scenarios where you are confronted with these intense feelings and fears. It may serve as a reminder to continue supporting your friend during their recovery journey and to be vigilant about their well-being. It would also be beneficial to seek professional help and guidance for both yourself and your friend to navigate through this challenging time.